Irritating FYP…..haiz…. the coding problem will never end… First is xampp, then uploading file, then retreiving data, THEN now having problem with validation. Haiz….. Driving crazy…
Can someone please invent a pill that will let us know what to do for all the coding problems when we eat it or even come up with a chip that can be inserted to the brain.
Enjoyed my day… Thanks sze, geok n nat for the piece of cake with 2 large candle on it wor… hehe… So fun to have sushi with such "NICE" view… hehe
Thanks to everyone who wished me and specially to connie who sing solo for me wor… hehe
Thanks to all my sis for the cinderella cake… hehe..
Most importantly thanks papa n mama for bringin me to this world.. Although papa 4get abt it but nvm i 4give him la… hehe.
Once again thanks to everyone.
Yest nite concert was fabulous. Great show..Great song..Great dance..Great Performance… Everything was Good…
It is very difficult to imagine guys at the age of 40 and still being able to have such good stamina… they sang and dance non-stop for i think 5 songs in a row.. that was really SUPER!!!
They were very humorous too… Although i do not really understand cantonese very well but i was able to catch their joke and i do roughly know wat they were sayin..
It realli bring me back to those days when my n my sis were crazy abt them and following their dance steps thru those LCD… hehe!!!
Hopefully they can have more concert in s’pore… pray it wont be 11 years later ba… hehe!! mayb 5 yrs.. haha
How nice if the weather is always as cooling as if we were in Eski Bar… hehe!!!
So great to have such nite outing once in a while… we can enjoy our drinks and gossipin n chattin….
Went K with my gals ka ki. Hehe…. Had lots of fun… But wat a shame that i deleted all those pics… haiz…
I really luvs surprises yet i will think that i’m rather stupid not noticing it… hehe~ But i got to say Thanks for all the hard work that you guys have put in to plan it.
Luv u guys…
Feeling great… Just complete my PP report that have been hanging ard for months. so happy… now have to wait for approval ler… Pray hard that they will approve my report so that i can carry on with the poster then i’m done with my PP.
Yesterday went for fragrance ware hse sales…. Super excited n happy. Bought alot of perfume at damn cheap…. most of them less then $20 onli… great deals… also got a elle bag that was selling at $35 only…. hehe!!!
Had great fun sniffing all the perfume but my smell kind of numb after a few rounds of smelling. Orh.. i learn sumthing… smelling coffee beans will help to clear all those smell n will be refresh… so can start smelling again…..HAHA!!!
So nice to be back home with the TV noise only. So long dun have such atmosphere and how i long it will last longer.
Good to catch up with geok n sze…. i think it will be wonderful that i can have meet up my grps of frenz like say once a wk it will be great…. but all of us are so busy with our own stuff… so every meet up i do treasure it.
Today finally got a reply and got to start saving up ler…. Must find more part-time jobs to earn more ler…. BTW thanks Sherlyn… Thanks for giving me advice and be my listener…it was great help to me.. as i know that u will nv say i’m crazy when i have a decision. Feel so gd aft telling sum1 who is willing to listen to me. Thanks for the time.
Anyway…. i will try my best to live the life that i wan… and of cos not regrettin my decision..
Had a bad dream… afraid that it might be true… i think it increase to my decision to 80% ler…
Sumtimes really dun understand human being… especially ladies or infact woman. When sumting happen, they will try to take of other SOOOOO greatful reason that can cover those ugly side.. Just like gettin more sympathy… i think its all hypocrite.
Haiz… hate it when i make a decision nobody support me… but eventually i will learn not to tell anyone.. Infact there are many things that i did not tell anyone… But sumtimes i feel that it is pretty unhealthy.. Anyway there are many decisions that i have made.. Its just a matter of time when i’m goin to say it… n wat i have decided to keep in me 4ever.
Trying hard to keep myself super busy so that i will not think too much… i think it’s abt time to go n look for other wkends part-time job ler…
I think i’m 75% sure of carrying out wat i wan to do aft reading up on all those relavent article. The risk is really very little and is less than a day…
I have calculated and I can save at least $100 on my monthly expenses and in the future i do not have to bare so much responsibilities and i can travel to wherever i wan when i have extra saving. I do not have to worry so much.
I think i prefer to lead this kind of life and not having to answer or report to any1 abt what i wan to do and where i wan to go. I dun wan to be tied down by anything and any1.
I wan to live by myself.
WHO on earth can understand what i’m goin through now?
WHY i’m not living the life that i wan to live?
WHEN can i get the freedom to choose?
WHAT is the best solution to all my fears?
Have been bothering with all this questions for many many months. I tot that it will be kept in me for the rest of my life but i think i have reach my own limit of trying to keep all this….
RESPONSIBILITY!!! i think it is all abt responsiblity… if you cant be responsible then dun go for it…. I think i’m not responsible enough… I dun wan to cause a burden to others like what others are doin to me now…
I used to look forward for my futher life but not since a few months back… I’m kind of afraid to think what is ahead… I’m afriad that i will be like the person who will only say abt others but r doing exactly the same thing of wat the person she is sayin abt. I dun wan to be like her…. I wan to prevent all this from happenin… N aft thinkin for so long i think that the best n onli way is to go for it once i can anyway i’m afraid to step into another relation.
I wan to life on my own with a care free life!!!
