AMELIA

Everyday when i return home, i always have the feeling of entering into a child care center.

How i wish after a tired day in school, i can get the peaceful, quiet, relax home waiting for me to return.  Even at nite i dun feel i’m at home.

Sometimes i do really enjoy the time when i’m travelling. I prefer the hotel room so much so much more then my room…erm.. room that does not really belong to me.

Most of the time i realli do not wan to return. I rather stay in the bus for longer. I find that in the bus is the only time where i can really rest.

For now, i can only pray that i will be able to have a hse of my own. Work hard… Earn more…

I’m really sick… i need rest.. but when will i be able to get a good rest. Comin to think of it… home is the place where we can really get our rest and relax ourselves but that is not always the case. Well.. not in my case.

I really cant understand why are those people not in fault always get the scolding, nagging and responsibility. Why cant she just voice out to everyone that she is tired and do not want to take care of kids anymore. Why do she have to vent her anger on people who are innocent.

Realli cant understand why a mother can just neglect her own daughter. In the 1st place why she give birth to her and yet dun treasure her.

Can these people PLEASE take up your own responsibility
Can You stop getting innocent people involve.. Look for the rite target
Can i have a place to REST…. I really need it badly… T.T