AMELIA

Having sch holi now…but cant find any job to add to my saving..’sob, sob’ Every morning wake up have to go check email…hoping to get some tuition assignment…but so far only got 1 get back to me…but not confirm yet…haiz….

$$$ is realli hard to earn…. Especially i notice that it is realli hard to survive with no $$$. I better pray hard that when i’m out in the workin world i will be able to find a job with salary that is sufficient for me to go on holiday at least twice a year and to take up some courses after all the giving/spending on whatever i have to…

Coming to think of it…i think i’m realli very stupid to agree on such cheap tuition fee….Can u imagine, i actually agree on a $30 for 4 lessons on chi???  I’m realli stupid….>.<….Shd have told her i will consider…haiz…To bad, to late ler…

I think i’ll stop here n look for more assignment ler…. JIAYOU!!!!

Today i nv go sch wor… hehe…think class have onli less than 10 ppl..hehe…hard they had a hard time solving their work.

I want K with sherlyn and we sing for more than 6 hrs near 7 hrs. So fun…we even met rp frens there as well. hehe. so chiao they are just next door. hehe…

We actually have a "mini-concert" for several singers. hehe…we sang Jolene songs continuously, then 183 club, then jay..then i cant remember still got how ler…we sang alot of songs until we had no songs left…It was tiring but fun la. hehe

Oh ya, we found a cheap neo print machine..cost only $4 for 2 cards…so nice…hehe.

Had a fun day…think i need some rest ler.. hehe…

haiz…i really do not know how to say it. I’m scared that i will hurt someone. I knew that i’m someone who will not talk to those people that i dislike. I dun talk to them becos i’m afraid that i cant control myself and say something hurtful. So i’ll rather keep my mouth shut.

I really feel like saying out that i really do not like to be accompanied by the person but it is so hard to say it out. I know that my fren will be hurt if i say it. She will be in a very difficult position. I do not want to see her stuck between me and her fren.

There are also sumthing that is not pleasant to my eyes but i also dare not say it out. I think this might be kept in me and my close fren for life. I might not want to tell her how i really feel. I’m too afraid that i will hurt her.

I will rather be the one to keep the anger, unhapiness in me rather than hurtin my fren.

God…pls help me to calm myself down whenever i’m faced with such situation and controllin not to speak.

Woah..so long nv blog ler.. since quite free so blog today..hehe.. I’m so happy. my sis bought 183 club album.. I think i slowly like that more n more ler..hehe.

LIFE…

Live to the fullest if not it will be too late.
Ideal goal is what we set for ourselves, we must know how far we can go.
Family & Friends r parts of our life.
Eat whatever you want but dun 4get to Excersise….

Just some tot abt life. Hope that everyone can live in the life that they want.