AMELIA

Seriously, i dun know wats wrong with me. My mood is just like the weather….It can be very sunny at 1 time n the next minute it can be raining.

I do not know what i actually want. I just do not like being in a World where i cant control my own life and have wat i want. But some of the things that i want is really out of questions.

Coming to think of it…it is really hard to find some1 to talk to "Soul-mate". Some of the stuff i just dun wan ppl who know me to know abt it. haiz….

i really wish that i have the capital & freedom to go overseas with my frens to relax & enjoy myself. And also let me escape from this normal routine. I’m actually quite sick n tired of it. But i know i still have to come back to reality…there is no way that i can escape from it.

i just have to really pray hard for fairy god-ma to appear and grant me my wishes…

Went sentosa with sze today…but haiz…. morning raining. ’sobsob’ It was very windy la but those cloud cover the sun up. haiz…. Did not turn dark at all..We walk from 1 end of the beach to the other end to find a clean spot to settle down. hehe. We chat and try to make ourselves turn darker. Then there is this grp of ppl suddenly shouted out, "Amelia, come down!" & they were lookin towards where we r sitting. But they r not callin me. They are callin their fren who just happen to stand behind us.

After chattin, we went to play feebie. The wind was tooooooo Strong! Quite diff to throw accurately. But we were having fun. hehe. Then this time got a grp of gals called, "Sze Min" hehe. We turn to look at them. LOL. But they were just sayin their fren name who so happen to be "Sze Min" also.

Before we go & change, we went to have ice cream….sooooooo YUMMY!!!! Mine is tropical fruits wan…so i little sour also but still very nice. Sze ordered i think "Seven Heaven" ba. Is more of creamy ice-cream. But also nice la.

After changing, we took a stroll out to take bus. Heng the bus got plenty of seats. But afti change from NE Line to NS Line i got no seats ler..sobsob i got to stand all the way to Yishun. So tired….But i enjoy myself.

Thinkin when will be my next sun tanning session. hehe. Hopefully weather will be gd for tannin. got to pray really really hard.

Sento

After sch we went to cine to watch a M18 movie, "Havoc". The show is not nice lor. Abit boring and no ending wan. I HATE SHOW WITH NO ENDING.

Then actually we plan to have our dinner at a jap resturant but we decided to go to Pasta Maina in the end becos of me. Sry guys….next time we go then we go there eat. hehe.

While having our pasta, we were talking abt guys again lor. Same usual topic on those guys look that we saw while eating and bla bla bla…Eat until so full that Sze & me decide to take a stroll down to Orchard MRT. Then i cant get in the train…. T.T…It was so damn FULL. But heng the next train onli 3min and i have a place to sit. hehe.

I need to take a rest now ler…Very tired…later might be goin to watch soccer. so thats all for today….